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Solstice
Chapter 22
The whiteness tumbled by, unmoving
and in motion. All that was intangible and yet still me
boiled
forth
in an infinite instant; rage, passion, lust, fear, love, joy,
sorrow...
All the things that can't be defined.
In an
instant I
expanded outward,
filling the whiteness... the infinite non existence of release
shattered
by the sudden awareness of self, space, time...
Reality
rearranged
itself like a
pair of cymbals crashing together in a sharp, clear, thunderclap, with
the lingering echo forcing the frontiers of reality even farther.
A multitude
of
sensory and perceptive
inputs assaulted me simultaneously then:
I was Me
again. Or rather,
the human, male, bozoboy that I perceive myself to be *laughs*
I was
standing in
some sort of underground
chamber. The walls and floor were a rusty red, the ceiling,
blackened
with soot. Various glyphs and images were carved on the
walls,
ancient,
alien symbols of days gone by.
I was within
the
ruins beneath the
red desert.
I was
completely
naked. My
skin felt very alive, the kind of raw you get from a really good
scrubbing...
clean... pure.... almost glowing.
My throat
burned
that delicious
burn you get after a really good yell, too, as if my passing was
perhaps
less than silent.
There was a
warm
yellowish glow
to the chamber, cast by an old style oil lamp which sat upon the
floor.
A still smoldering match lay next to it.
I was Not
alone.
Kneeling
before
me, peering through
a magnifying glass at my toe, was HIM.
He was
wearing
khaki trousers and
well worn boots, flannel shirt, a vest, broad brimmed hat...
I know much
and
nothing about Him...
we had communicated often although we had never spoken
before.
All
the realms were funny that way. *shrugs* More often than not,
I
would
simply see signs of Him, His backpack left here, some boot prints
leading
there, and They would communicate 'things' to me... I'd always
perceived
Him as a fellow explorer, a traveler, a Comrade.
All of this
came
crashing into me
at once, leaving me somewhat dizzy and heady.
I gazed
downward
at my naked form
and the man kneeling before me, wondering how I was going to explain
this
rather sudden explosion of ME in His face *laughs*
He began to
tilt
His head upward
to look at me. Slowly, or so it seemed, His gaze followed my
foot
to my leg, my knee, my thigh...
I WANTED to
take a
step backwards
then *laughs* Every fiber of my being was saying "woah, too
close"
*grins* but I was incredibly dizzy and unsure of my footing
and
numb
with fear and the thought of taking a misstep and stumbling Forward was
just too much to bare.
The brim of
His
hat came level with
my waist and I knew Exactly what He was gazing at then *Laughs*
I gasped in
a
breath, preparing
myself to utter something clever like "um" or some such, *grins* but He
kept looking upwards and just then the brim of His hat tipped far
enough
back so that I could see Her chin, then Her lips, then Her nose swam
into
view.
The gasp
caught in
my throat.
IF anything came out it was Not as intelligible nor as productive as
"um"
because the scene simply would Not stop.
She kept
tilting
Her head back,
Her gaze going across my belly, my chest, until I found myself,
mesmerized,
gazing into Her eyes.
She stopped
then
and focused squarely
upon Me.
My mouth
moved, I
don't know what
came out though, *laughs* all I could think of, all I could feel, was
how
Close She was.
I could feel
her
breath on me...
I was gazing
directly into Her eyes,
but I could see the corners of Her mouth begin to turn up in a slight
smile,
sense the muscles in Her lips tensing, moving...
Her lips
parted
then, moist, slowly,
a soft smacking sound as they separated...
I could feel
the
air flowing across
me, past me, into Her as She took in a breath...
*sigh*
Perhaps She
was
going to speak...
Or maybe
just
Laugh hysterically
at the situation...
I'll never
know.
I gazed down
at
the sight below
me
An
impossible sight
And I chose
that
exact moment to
fall forever into the blackness of Her eyes...
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